Taking a more topical approach to things...
Is Osama Bin Laden dead or not? If you haven't yet heard, there are a whole bunch of rumors circulating the globe that the alleged visionary behind the WTC/Pentagon attacks is either very sick or already dead from very non-assault rifle-related complications. This whole thing strikes me as being really funny. I think it'd be great if he died of typhoid because then possibly (although I'm not even thinking about holding my breath on this one) maybe people would see how inconsequential he truly is.
Succumbing not to a geniusly masterminded internationally collaborated manhunt, but instead to some dirty water, would be a fantastically anti-climactic end to all of the drama. That way he would be denied that ever-elusive, widely sought-after title of martyr, greedy opportunistic politicians wouldn't be able to benefit from his capture and the ensuing circus sideshow they would try to call a trial (see Saddam Hussein), and pissed off Americans wouldn't be quite so lulled into a false sense of closure. That is of course assuming that Bush and Co. are even still bothering to hunt down the asshole, which hasn't seemed to be the case as of late.
A disease-dead Osama means the one nationally recognized symbol of unadultered evil, the one man for which forgiveness and salvation are absolutely out of the question would essentially become an emblematic nullity. I guess we'll just have to direct our hatred elsewhere...
The cynic in me, however, says that even if Bin Laden dies from some bacteria, Bush's approval rating will still manage to climb. Politics are dumb.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Change of Name
Finally decided on a name change for the ol' blog. It'll do for now at least.
Right now I'm still sorta stumped creatively over what I should make my movie about. I also now have an additional assignment which is having me rack my brain, although it shouldn't be as tough to come up with something. I do need to have a rough production book for it by Monday with the idea completely fleshed out, so time is of the essence. The project requires that I line up 10-15 still photos that will play one at a time (and they can't move across the screen, zoom in or out or do anything fancy like they usually do with still photos on TV these days). Underneath the photos we need to lay out 7 tracks of audio that play without any gaps whatsoever (this is harder than it might sound). The audio is supposed to tell a story that goes along with the photos. It's actually a very cool project, but again I seem to be running short on good ideas. I need some creative friends to help me out with concept creation. Execution shouldn't be a problem.
Spanish Seminar is getting lamer every class I attend. Yip.
Corey came through a couple days ago, visiting from Vermont. I hadn't seen him since New Years so it was refreshing to catch up and just chill with one of my oldest friends. As it was Tuesday night and rainy, there wasn't a whole lot going on, but we made it out to Allston to see Cecilia and quasi-celebrate Jayme's birthday, although is was extremely low key. Jayme seemed much less enthusiastic about the big deuce-deuce then she did a year ago when 21 hit.
Today I went to the doctor's for a checkup to see if this mono is making its exit yet. My spleen is still enlarged apparantly, although it is better than before. 2-3 more weeks it should be down entirely. Waiting to hear about my bloodwork to see if my liver is back to normal. I'll know by noon tomorrow, and if all is well, I can be enjoying a frosty beer shortly after. Otherwise who knows what sort of shit I'll have to deal with next? I just want to be better and back to normal at this point.
My return to Starbucks was delayed another week because of my boss forgetting to put me on the schedule. I'm somewhat apprehensive about my coming back as the store has been shaken up a good bit and a lot of the old familiar faces are going or already gone. As of the first or second week of October, we'll be down to one supervisor (plus the two managers) so I'm sure I'll be put on the fast track towards promotion out of sheer necessity. I'm still remaining optimistic as that store has been cool since I started working there 2 and a half years ago, despite a staff that has changed a whole lot.
Ridiculousness Worth Mentioning: Chilling in my room late last night with a friend and we suddenly noticed my across the alley neighbor (her window is not even 10 feet away from mine) opens up her blinds. As we are so close, we unavoidably make brief awkward eye contact, and then she commences to dump three seperate loads of garbage four stories down onto the ground. What the hell? I won't lie, I've been known to throw a thing or two out a 4th floor window during my college career, but I've generally made sure it was something the rats would be able to take care of: A rotting pepper here, some old leftover chicken there. Not three trashbags full of bottles, wrappers, and whatever else was lying around the place (including what looked like some old shelving). Also, I had enough shame to at least look around first to see if someone might have spotted me. This girl definitely knew we were watching yet didn't hesitate to hurl all this shit out her window. How tactless.
I really need to get some storyboarding done tonight, so I'm gonna stop procrastinating.
Right now I'm still sorta stumped creatively over what I should make my movie about. I also now have an additional assignment which is having me rack my brain, although it shouldn't be as tough to come up with something. I do need to have a rough production book for it by Monday with the idea completely fleshed out, so time is of the essence. The project requires that I line up 10-15 still photos that will play one at a time (and they can't move across the screen, zoom in or out or do anything fancy like they usually do with still photos on TV these days). Underneath the photos we need to lay out 7 tracks of audio that play without any gaps whatsoever (this is harder than it might sound). The audio is supposed to tell a story that goes along with the photos. It's actually a very cool project, but again I seem to be running short on good ideas. I need some creative friends to help me out with concept creation. Execution shouldn't be a problem.
Spanish Seminar is getting lamer every class I attend. Yip.
Corey came through a couple days ago, visiting from Vermont. I hadn't seen him since New Years so it was refreshing to catch up and just chill with one of my oldest friends. As it was Tuesday night and rainy, there wasn't a whole lot going on, but we made it out to Allston to see Cecilia and quasi-celebrate Jayme's birthday, although is was extremely low key. Jayme seemed much less enthusiastic about the big deuce-deuce then she did a year ago when 21 hit.
Today I went to the doctor's for a checkup to see if this mono is making its exit yet. My spleen is still enlarged apparantly, although it is better than before. 2-3 more weeks it should be down entirely. Waiting to hear about my bloodwork to see if my liver is back to normal. I'll know by noon tomorrow, and if all is well, I can be enjoying a frosty beer shortly after. Otherwise who knows what sort of shit I'll have to deal with next? I just want to be better and back to normal at this point.
My return to Starbucks was delayed another week because of my boss forgetting to put me on the schedule. I'm somewhat apprehensive about my coming back as the store has been shaken up a good bit and a lot of the old familiar faces are going or already gone. As of the first or second week of October, we'll be down to one supervisor (plus the two managers) so I'm sure I'll be put on the fast track towards promotion out of sheer necessity. I'm still remaining optimistic as that store has been cool since I started working there 2 and a half years ago, despite a staff that has changed a whole lot.
Ridiculousness Worth Mentioning: Chilling in my room late last night with a friend and we suddenly noticed my across the alley neighbor (her window is not even 10 feet away from mine) opens up her blinds. As we are so close, we unavoidably make brief awkward eye contact, and then she commences to dump three seperate loads of garbage four stories down onto the ground. What the hell? I won't lie, I've been known to throw a thing or two out a 4th floor window during my college career, but I've generally made sure it was something the rats would be able to take care of: A rotting pepper here, some old leftover chicken there. Not three trashbags full of bottles, wrappers, and whatever else was lying around the place (including what looked like some old shelving). Also, I had enough shame to at least look around first to see if someone might have spotted me. This girl definitely knew we were watching yet didn't hesitate to hurl all this shit out her window. How tactless.
I really need to get some storyboarding done tonight, so I'm gonna stop procrastinating.
Monday, September 11, 2006
The Semester to Come...
Instead of homework, I shall update...
Well, I have seen my semester and I can say much of it will be spent at an AVID workstation (especially the end). I can honestly say this doesn't bother me much as I like working on AVID, but lord do I have a lot of work ahead of me.
I'm basically taking three capstone courses at once. My Advanced TV Production class is literally just one giant project that will result in my creating a short long-form feature (15-60 mins). It's actually pretty awesome because there is no restrictions or limitations on what we want to do. If we want, it can be completely experimental. It's gonna be a huge pain in the ass pulling together a crew and actors and all that (assuming I do fiction). It's already making my head spin, but the possibilities are endless since it's the only project we have for the entire class. The last time I had to write, produce, and direct a feature, I only had 3 weeks to pull it together, so everything was rush and sucked. This is much more promising.
My TV Editing class is just one huge AVID tutorial whereby I learn lots of techniques on how to become an editing machine. Truly tedious stuff but post-production editing is something I love doing. It's really one of those instant-gratification sports whereby you have something to show for all your hard work as soon as you finish. If I were to enter the television industry and rise to the position of post-production editor, while my life would be spent hellishly in a small room staring at computer screens for hours upon hours on end, I think it would give me great satisfaction to still have the opportunity to do so. The other plus side of this class is that everything I learn can be applied to my Advanced TV Production class.
My third class is Spanish Seminar which is actually just about Argentinian culture. While I have almost no knowledge or understanding of Argentina (nor much interest to learn about it at this point, to be honest), I do need this class to complete my Spanish minor so I will have to suck it up and deal. The professor is the head of the Spanish department, who happens to be a past-middle-aged Jewish guy who seems to have an unhealthy fixation with Argentina. That's fine I guess. The only thing is, although the class is to be taught entirely in Spanish, half the time he can't figure out how to make his point so he ends up going on in English anyway. Honestly, I'm all right with this, but it does make one wonder if he may have raised to the position of department head by some peculiar circumstances. The class itself actually looks to be pretty difficult. Some of the readings he assigned are downright impossible for me to comprehend. Some of it is really abstract stuff written in collegiate level Spanish (I probably can read at an 8th grade level if I had to guess). It's the reading for this class that I am currently not doing so I could update my blog.
Still hanging low with mono or whatever I have. Got an appt. with the doctor on Wednesday. Hopefully this'll be cleared up by then and I can resume being normal. I think this is the longest I've gone without a beer since I've turned 21. I guess I shouldn't complain that I'm forced to be healthy, but there's always something worth griping about, eh?
Not really a whole hell of a lot to report on otherwise. It's nice being in Boston, however it sucks being stuck in my room most of the time. Maybe things will get a little more interesting once I'm out and about. 'Til then...
Well, I have seen my semester and I can say much of it will be spent at an AVID workstation (especially the end). I can honestly say this doesn't bother me much as I like working on AVID, but lord do I have a lot of work ahead of me.
I'm basically taking three capstone courses at once. My Advanced TV Production class is literally just one giant project that will result in my creating a short long-form feature (15-60 mins). It's actually pretty awesome because there is no restrictions or limitations on what we want to do. If we want, it can be completely experimental. It's gonna be a huge pain in the ass pulling together a crew and actors and all that (assuming I do fiction). It's already making my head spin, but the possibilities are endless since it's the only project we have for the entire class. The last time I had to write, produce, and direct a feature, I only had 3 weeks to pull it together, so everything was rush and sucked. This is much more promising.
My TV Editing class is just one huge AVID tutorial whereby I learn lots of techniques on how to become an editing machine. Truly tedious stuff but post-production editing is something I love doing. It's really one of those instant-gratification sports whereby you have something to show for all your hard work as soon as you finish. If I were to enter the television industry and rise to the position of post-production editor, while my life would be spent hellishly in a small room staring at computer screens for hours upon hours on end, I think it would give me great satisfaction to still have the opportunity to do so. The other plus side of this class is that everything I learn can be applied to my Advanced TV Production class.
My third class is Spanish Seminar which is actually just about Argentinian culture. While I have almost no knowledge or understanding of Argentina (nor much interest to learn about it at this point, to be honest), I do need this class to complete my Spanish minor so I will have to suck it up and deal. The professor is the head of the Spanish department, who happens to be a past-middle-aged Jewish guy who seems to have an unhealthy fixation with Argentina. That's fine I guess. The only thing is, although the class is to be taught entirely in Spanish, half the time he can't figure out how to make his point so he ends up going on in English anyway. Honestly, I'm all right with this, but it does make one wonder if he may have raised to the position of department head by some peculiar circumstances. The class itself actually looks to be pretty difficult. Some of the readings he assigned are downright impossible for me to comprehend. Some of it is really abstract stuff written in collegiate level Spanish (I probably can read at an 8th grade level if I had to guess). It's the reading for this class that I am currently not doing so I could update my blog.
Still hanging low with mono or whatever I have. Got an appt. with the doctor on Wednesday. Hopefully this'll be cleared up by then and I can resume being normal. I think this is the longest I've gone without a beer since I've turned 21. I guess I shouldn't complain that I'm forced to be healthy, but there's always something worth griping about, eh?
Not really a whole hell of a lot to report on otherwise. It's nice being in Boston, however it sucks being stuck in my room most of the time. Maybe things will get a little more interesting once I'm out and about. 'Til then...
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Migration Complete
Oi.
I'm back in Boston in my sweet new dorm apartment! It actually is pretty sweet. I have my own fairly large bedroom and the apartment itself is good shit. I have 3 roommates who I haven't really gotten to know at all. Everybody seems content to sit around on their computers when they are in. Whatever. I'm sure we'll get to know each other as time goes on. Two of the guys went on an IKEA shopping spree, so we have stylish odds and ends garnishing the place such as attractive lighting, bamboo shades, and shelving for the kitchen. They also put tasteful art up in the common area. Saaaweeeeet.
So I've been wrestling with mono (or a close cousin of it) for the last week and a half. It's been a big pain in the ass and has come at a terrible time in my life. With mono comes an enlarged spleen and liver which equates to no physical activity and no drinking. Basically, in my last semester of free living, off the bat I can't party with my friends, can't work at Starbucks and save up some much needed fundage, can't run around and do a million things I want to now that I'm finally living in Boston again. I'm more or less dorm-bound for the month of September, barring a sharp improvement in my condition. Of course everyone has been wanting to hang out, go out, and do all sorts of shit almost every night of the week which is making me feel left out, but I guess that's life. I'm hoping all housewarming parties get held off til October this year. I really need to get out before the weather turns terrible for 5 months.
So it's been funny, cause I was remembering that a distinct feature of being away for a really long time was that I had cravings for all this shit I don't normally like from back home, but wanting it anyway since I couldn't get it. The best example is probably Choco Tacos. You know, those ice cream come things that came in taco form (with sugar cone taco shell, mmmm). Anyway, they are delicious and disgusting and I haven't had one since I was maybe 12, but I think there was a solid 3 months in Spain/England where I didn't go a day without craving one. The same thing happened with the Price is Right. I hadn't seen that show since I had a sick day sometime back in early High School, but once I knew I couldn't see it at all, I longed for Bob's frisky white haired antics and his appeals for cat sterility. So now that I'm back, I ate a Choco Taco (meh), and watched the Price is Right: Bob is way too senile to be doing this anymore, and the whole show comes off as really awkward half the time. I think now that I'm older and more observant, I notice all the scowls and side glances from people getting pissed about being bid on top of by one dollar and the poorly feigned enthusiasm of a 55 year old woman who just finds out that she has a chance to win a twin set of dirt bikes. Uh, what was my point? Oh yeah, now that I can experience all this stuff again, it's really nothing special. I guess it's a little bit of grass is greener syndrome or whatever, but it really is the stupid little things you miss when you are away.
As I've been sitting around a lot the past weeks, most of my days have involved websurfing, reading, watching movies and TV, and playing videogames. I watched United 93, the movie about the 9/11 airplane that was headed for the White House but because of supposed passenger intervention, went down in a field somewhere in Pennsylvania instead. I gotta say, it was a painful movie to watch. Regardless of whether or not you buy into the whole hero story aspect that's been reported, it was an amazingly well done film. A lot of the parts of the ATCs and military folks were played by the actual people, so the whole thing had an eerily real feeling to it. Regardless of the fact that you basically know what's coming, the whole thing plays out in heart-wrenching real-time and you just wait for the inevitable shitstorm that is coming. If you're prone to getting really emotionally involved in films, this could be a tough one, but it's definitely entertaining (or at least gripping) no matter how you feel about the subject. I haven't seen Ollie Stone's blockbuster WTC flick, but I've never been a big fan of his so I'm doubting I'll be too into it. I'd definitely recommend the smaller budget United 93 if you're in the mood for an engaging plotline.
That's my movie endorsement for the time being. I still need a new name for this blog, and something regular to write about. Still contemplating wading into politics, but I'm not sure if I wanna deal with all the caca or not. does anybody besides my family still read this thing?
I'm back in Boston in my sweet new dorm apartment! It actually is pretty sweet. I have my own fairly large bedroom and the apartment itself is good shit. I have 3 roommates who I haven't really gotten to know at all. Everybody seems content to sit around on their computers when they are in. Whatever. I'm sure we'll get to know each other as time goes on. Two of the guys went on an IKEA shopping spree, so we have stylish odds and ends garnishing the place such as attractive lighting, bamboo shades, and shelving for the kitchen. They also put tasteful art up in the common area. Saaaweeeeet.
So I've been wrestling with mono (or a close cousin of it) for the last week and a half. It's been a big pain in the ass and has come at a terrible time in my life. With mono comes an enlarged spleen and liver which equates to no physical activity and no drinking. Basically, in my last semester of free living, off the bat I can't party with my friends, can't work at Starbucks and save up some much needed fundage, can't run around and do a million things I want to now that I'm finally living in Boston again. I'm more or less dorm-bound for the month of September, barring a sharp improvement in my condition. Of course everyone has been wanting to hang out, go out, and do all sorts of shit almost every night of the week which is making me feel left out, but I guess that's life. I'm hoping all housewarming parties get held off til October this year. I really need to get out before the weather turns terrible for 5 months.
So it's been funny, cause I was remembering that a distinct feature of being away for a really long time was that I had cravings for all this shit I don't normally like from back home, but wanting it anyway since I couldn't get it. The best example is probably Choco Tacos. You know, those ice cream come things that came in taco form (with sugar cone taco shell, mmmm). Anyway, they are delicious and disgusting and I haven't had one since I was maybe 12, but I think there was a solid 3 months in Spain/England where I didn't go a day without craving one. The same thing happened with the Price is Right. I hadn't seen that show since I had a sick day sometime back in early High School, but once I knew I couldn't see it at all, I longed for Bob's frisky white haired antics and his appeals for cat sterility. So now that I'm back, I ate a Choco Taco (meh), and watched the Price is Right: Bob is way too senile to be doing this anymore, and the whole show comes off as really awkward half the time. I think now that I'm older and more observant, I notice all the scowls and side glances from people getting pissed about being bid on top of by one dollar and the poorly feigned enthusiasm of a 55 year old woman who just finds out that she has a chance to win a twin set of dirt bikes. Uh, what was my point? Oh yeah, now that I can experience all this stuff again, it's really nothing special. I guess it's a little bit of grass is greener syndrome or whatever, but it really is the stupid little things you miss when you are away.
As I've been sitting around a lot the past weeks, most of my days have involved websurfing, reading, watching movies and TV, and playing videogames. I watched United 93, the movie about the 9/11 airplane that was headed for the White House but because of supposed passenger intervention, went down in a field somewhere in Pennsylvania instead. I gotta say, it was a painful movie to watch. Regardless of whether or not you buy into the whole hero story aspect that's been reported, it was an amazingly well done film. A lot of the parts of the ATCs and military folks were played by the actual people, so the whole thing had an eerily real feeling to it. Regardless of the fact that you basically know what's coming, the whole thing plays out in heart-wrenching real-time and you just wait for the inevitable shitstorm that is coming. If you're prone to getting really emotionally involved in films, this could be a tough one, but it's definitely entertaining (or at least gripping) no matter how you feel about the subject. I haven't seen Ollie Stone's blockbuster WTC flick, but I've never been a big fan of his so I'm doubting I'll be too into it. I'd definitely recommend the smaller budget United 93 if you're in the mood for an engaging plotline.
That's my movie endorsement for the time being. I still need a new name for this blog, and something regular to write about. Still contemplating wading into politics, but I'm not sure if I wanna deal with all the caca or not. does anybody besides my family still read this thing?
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Waiting...
I'd post more, but I have almost nothing new to say at the moment. I'm currently sick with what seems like a relapse of something I caught back in Oxford. I went to the doc's and he said my ears are infected so I get to take antibiotics for 10 days to kill it. I don't have strep, however, so I don't think the drugs will help the intense pain I feel in my throat that makes it ridiculously hard to swallow or even talk. I kinda just gave up on eating for a while because it's too much of a pain in the ass.
As before, my days have been spent mostly sitting around on my ass since I don't have a car. Got back to Boston for two nights this weekend which was a good time. Got in on Thursday and met up with BIll for his 23rd. We ended up drinking at the Pour House 'til past close (seems to be the only bar I ever go to in Boston). Saw some people I haven't in a while including Foxboro celebrities (no, not Jo Jo) and crashed out after a fairly uneventful night. Spent all of the next day with Ben and Missy til I went to a going away type party for Starbucks people. Sweet to catch up with a lot of my Bux coworkers and gettin in on an old fashioned work party. I know none of this is terribly interesting, but when your entire life is spent sitting around Foxboro on a computer all day, these little human interactions become pretty riveting, I swear.
I move back to Boston on Sunday. I'm very excited about this.
As before, my days have been spent mostly sitting around on my ass since I don't have a car. Got back to Boston for two nights this weekend which was a good time. Got in on Thursday and met up with BIll for his 23rd. We ended up drinking at the Pour House 'til past close (seems to be the only bar I ever go to in Boston). Saw some people I haven't in a while including Foxboro celebrities (no, not Jo Jo) and crashed out after a fairly uneventful night. Spent all of the next day with Ben and Missy til I went to a going away type party for Starbucks people. Sweet to catch up with a lot of my Bux coworkers and gettin in on an old fashioned work party. I know none of this is terribly interesting, but when your entire life is spent sitting around Foxboro on a computer all day, these little human interactions become pretty riveting, I swear.
I move back to Boston on Sunday. I'm very excited about this.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Holy Crap! Photos!
Finally got around to posting all of the photos I had left on my camera. They pretty much encompass everything post-Spain, except I was way less zealous about taking pics in general because I started to feel like everything was looking the same. Still, they are up on the Flickr page if you are interested. You can see pics of the kids I was in charge of in Oxford, among other things. I forgot to take pics of the kids in Cambridge... oops.
So I've been home for about a week now and I'm honestly not feeling any great amount of culture shock. Maybe a little, I suppose, but it could be something else. As originally predicted, England proved to be a really good buffer between Spain and America as it has many American-like qualities (insatiable appetite for junkfood and mindless reality television), yet still manages to be quite European (small houses, small cars, diversity). On the whole, however, I find England to be so much like America that I've found myself just comparing all the details between the two since I've been home. Sure there are some big differences, but when looking at the surface, it's mostly about the details. Some stuff I prefer in England, some stuff I prefer here. For example: I prefer pubs in England to bars in America. They are just a hundred times better, hands down.
When pressed to think about it, there are some things that I feel negative about that really do get my goat. Yet I'm not sure how much of this can attributed to culture shock, or a generally heightened awareness towards the quirks of American society as a result of getting a slightly fresh, quasi-objective view of it.
I forgot how much flag waving us Americans do. It's a little ridiculous how many I've seen since I've been home. That's been slightly annoying. What is everybody trying to prove? Yeah, I know it shows support for your country and promotes solidarity, etc., but what does hanging a flag on our porches really tell our neighbors? It seems like an overblown symbol that nobody actually knows the meaning of. Which sort of leads me sideways into my next idea:
Europe really is old and it's easy to forget sometimes that America isn't. I definitely got desensitized to all of the old beautiful architecture and the history connected to it while I was in Europe, but it's crazy being back here where absolutely everything is modern. It sorta feels like things have less individual character because so much was built in a shorter period of time (less diversity in style). Our lack of history in general seems more evident as so many facets of European life are derived in some way, shape, or form from something that happened hundreds upon hundreds of years ago (if not over a thousand). We have no old history, so to compensate we create thousands of symbols that we prescribe meaning to (many times forcefully). We haven't learned all of the same lessons our European predecessors have, yet we have so much military and economic might. Kinda scary, I suppose. Onward (and this might get ranty)...
Televised news, and indeed all journalism in general is truly horrendous in America. I mean it's abysmally terrible. It's totally impossible to overstate what a complete and utter shambles the Fourth Estate is here in the States. While I'm not saying European news is perfect, I would say any American who gets all of his or her world information from watching televised news (any network, doesn't matter) will be totally disconnected from reality. Almost to prove this, the BBC -later at night- will show a 15-20 minute clip of ABC World News Tonight from here in the States and it's absolutely appalling how huge the gap in professionalism between their reporting and ours is. American news constantly, inappropriately editorializes, rarely offers multiple relevant viewpoints surrounding an issue, distortedly/unevenly presents facts, and blatantly fearmongers to the point of driving a viewer insane. One could be excused for thinking the Lebanon/Israel conflict on English news television is an entirely different war than the one being shown in America. I really could go on about this for pages but I won't since it will get me off the point.
While none of these ideas are terribly new to me, I was reminded of all of them going away and then coming back. At the very least, I do think American televised news has gotten much much worse since the last time I was in England (two years ago), since the difference in quality was so noticeable this time around.
Slight feelings of resentment can be thrown back towards Europe as well, however. I find it annoying that so many hold themselves to be morally superior to those in the US because they live in Europe. I won't try to argue that Americans aren't self-centered and ignorant, but it's ludicrous that this accusation should come from a European's mouth. Europe strikes me as being just as self-centered and high on itself as America is. While they aren't quite as ignorant as we tend to be (because of a functional newsmedia and the side effects of straight up geographical inevitability), they still have an equal share of racial intolerance and social injustice that is prevalent in the US. Spain is a particularly xenophobic country, I've found, being much less welcoming to outsiders (especially the ones with darker complexions) than I originally assumed it would be. I guess my bitterness relating to this subject stems from my being singled out as a verbal pin cushion for anybody who felt the need to voice their dissatisfaction with our administration's foreign policy. Regardless of how much I would try to nod, agree, and reassure them I didn't vote for this wreckless gang of psychopaths, they still felt the need to dump all of their ideas out on me, barely letting me get a word in edgewise. I mean, I'm American, so I deserve a good talking down to.
That's not to say this happened extremely often, but it easily came up at least a dozen times in my 7.5 months being abroad. I was told honestly by a good deal of Europeans that, despite our "elected" officials, they still held quite a high opinion of Americans based on the ones they had met personally. At least we make a good impression when we travel.
Well, I didn't mean for this post to be so vitriolic, but I guess I was in the mood to bitch. I think the moral of the story is, no matter where you go, there is plenty to be unhappy about.
I'm still happy to be home and excited to get on with life. I am also grateful and appreciative having been able to travel abroad for so long, see so many places, and have so many different experiences. The idea that I could have made it through college without doing what I did seems almost preposterous at this point. People always say that they know when they missed a huge oppotunity and then regretted it for the rest of their life, but I can say with certainty that I grabbed this one and am very happy I was able to take advantage of it.
Since I've been home I haven't done a whole lot really except start to tie some loose ends up. I cleaned a bunch of my room, although there is still more to go. I went into Boston last Friday and stayed the night. The point was to see as many friends as possible, which I did. Since then, I've been sorta hanging around the house all day (being without car and all). Most of my friends that are around Foxboro (and there aren't many) have day jobs, so I have to wait til night to do stuff. I've been chillin with Steve lately like the good ol' days which has been refreshing. Hoping I can see more of my friends in the coming weeks, especially the ones that don't live in the area anymore.
I'm supposing I'll keep this blog updated on a somewhat normal basis, although what I write about, I've yet to figure out. Hopefully interesting things will happen to me. I'm once again in need of a title change, so I'll take suggestions... or just think of one myself. The address will remain the same, despite my decidedly domestic setting.
Bye!
So I've been home for about a week now and I'm honestly not feeling any great amount of culture shock. Maybe a little, I suppose, but it could be something else. As originally predicted, England proved to be a really good buffer between Spain and America as it has many American-like qualities (insatiable appetite for junkfood and mindless reality television), yet still manages to be quite European (small houses, small cars, diversity). On the whole, however, I find England to be so much like America that I've found myself just comparing all the details between the two since I've been home. Sure there are some big differences, but when looking at the surface, it's mostly about the details. Some stuff I prefer in England, some stuff I prefer here. For example: I prefer pubs in England to bars in America. They are just a hundred times better, hands down.
When pressed to think about it, there are some things that I feel negative about that really do get my goat. Yet I'm not sure how much of this can attributed to culture shock, or a generally heightened awareness towards the quirks of American society as a result of getting a slightly fresh, quasi-objective view of it.
I forgot how much flag waving us Americans do. It's a little ridiculous how many I've seen since I've been home. That's been slightly annoying. What is everybody trying to prove? Yeah, I know it shows support for your country and promotes solidarity, etc., but what does hanging a flag on our porches really tell our neighbors? It seems like an overblown symbol that nobody actually knows the meaning of. Which sort of leads me sideways into my next idea:
Europe really is old and it's easy to forget sometimes that America isn't. I definitely got desensitized to all of the old beautiful architecture and the history connected to it while I was in Europe, but it's crazy being back here where absolutely everything is modern. It sorta feels like things have less individual character because so much was built in a shorter period of time (less diversity in style). Our lack of history in general seems more evident as so many facets of European life are derived in some way, shape, or form from something that happened hundreds upon hundreds of years ago (if not over a thousand). We have no old history, so to compensate we create thousands of symbols that we prescribe meaning to (many times forcefully). We haven't learned all of the same lessons our European predecessors have, yet we have so much military and economic might. Kinda scary, I suppose. Onward (and this might get ranty)...
Televised news, and indeed all journalism in general is truly horrendous in America. I mean it's abysmally terrible. It's totally impossible to overstate what a complete and utter shambles the Fourth Estate is here in the States. While I'm not saying European news is perfect, I would say any American who gets all of his or her world information from watching televised news (any network, doesn't matter) will be totally disconnected from reality. Almost to prove this, the BBC -later at night- will show a 15-20 minute clip of ABC World News Tonight from here in the States and it's absolutely appalling how huge the gap in professionalism between their reporting and ours is. American news constantly, inappropriately editorializes, rarely offers multiple relevant viewpoints surrounding an issue, distortedly/unevenly presents facts, and blatantly fearmongers to the point of driving a viewer insane. One could be excused for thinking the Lebanon/Israel conflict on English news television is an entirely different war than the one being shown in America. I really could go on about this for pages but I won't since it will get me off the point.
While none of these ideas are terribly new to me, I was reminded of all of them going away and then coming back. At the very least, I do think American televised news has gotten much much worse since the last time I was in England (two years ago), since the difference in quality was so noticeable this time around.
Slight feelings of resentment can be thrown back towards Europe as well, however. I find it annoying that so many hold themselves to be morally superior to those in the US because they live in Europe. I won't try to argue that Americans aren't self-centered and ignorant, but it's ludicrous that this accusation should come from a European's mouth. Europe strikes me as being just as self-centered and high on itself as America is. While they aren't quite as ignorant as we tend to be (because of a functional newsmedia and the side effects of straight up geographical inevitability), they still have an equal share of racial intolerance and social injustice that is prevalent in the US. Spain is a particularly xenophobic country, I've found, being much less welcoming to outsiders (especially the ones with darker complexions) than I originally assumed it would be. I guess my bitterness relating to this subject stems from my being singled out as a verbal pin cushion for anybody who felt the need to voice their dissatisfaction with our administration's foreign policy. Regardless of how much I would try to nod, agree, and reassure them I didn't vote for this wreckless gang of psychopaths, they still felt the need to dump all of their ideas out on me, barely letting me get a word in edgewise. I mean, I'm American, so I deserve a good talking down to.
That's not to say this happened extremely often, but it easily came up at least a dozen times in my 7.5 months being abroad. I was told honestly by a good deal of Europeans that, despite our "elected" officials, they still held quite a high opinion of Americans based on the ones they had met personally. At least we make a good impression when we travel.
Well, I didn't mean for this post to be so vitriolic, but I guess I was in the mood to bitch. I think the moral of the story is, no matter where you go, there is plenty to be unhappy about.
I'm still happy to be home and excited to get on with life. I am also grateful and appreciative having been able to travel abroad for so long, see so many places, and have so many different experiences. The idea that I could have made it through college without doing what I did seems almost preposterous at this point. People always say that they know when they missed a huge oppotunity and then regretted it for the rest of their life, but I can say with certainty that I grabbed this one and am very happy I was able to take advantage of it.
Since I've been home I haven't done a whole lot really except start to tie some loose ends up. I cleaned a bunch of my room, although there is still more to go. I went into Boston last Friday and stayed the night. The point was to see as many friends as possible, which I did. Since then, I've been sorta hanging around the house all day (being without car and all). Most of my friends that are around Foxboro (and there aren't many) have day jobs, so I have to wait til night to do stuff. I've been chillin with Steve lately like the good ol' days which has been refreshing. Hoping I can see more of my friends in the coming weeks, especially the ones that don't live in the area anymore.
I'm supposing I'll keep this blog updated on a somewhat normal basis, although what I write about, I've yet to figure out. Hopefully interesting things will happen to me. I'm once again in need of a title change, so I'll take suggestions... or just think of one myself. The address will remain the same, despite my decidedly domestic setting.
Bye!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Homecoming
I'm home.
And, I guess that's that. So ends my journey.
Spent some time at Matt's place in Southampton taking in the last bits of England I could, seeing people, bowling, eating curry, and drinking ale. I've mentioned how awesomely incredible Matt has been to me over the course of my blog, but it bears repeating at least one more time. He put me up for about a total of 2 months since I've been abroad, never asking for shit in return. He's been really enthusiastic about finding me employment and has just been a generally kickass friend. My ability to stay overseas for so long has been made possible by his generosity (and that of his housemates and family). I am very indebted to him at this point but will hopefully find the opportunity to repay him eventually. So in general, I feel I had a good sending off. Then there was the trip home...
Airport security at Heathrow was predictably excessive. I had to take my shoes off twice as well as be frisked twice (along with all the other typical song and dance). Also the no liquids on the plane and a reduced size carry on, blah blah blah. Just more shit to deal with before getting on the plane, but nothing too harrowing. Basically BAA had their act together, everything just took a bit longer with the added measures. On the plane I had the pleasure of sitting next to a spastic 10 yr. old British girl that had never been in an airplane before. Did I mention she was spastic? She had no sense of other people's personal space (and fidgeted more than a meth addict), which translated into me getting elbowed 5 dozen times, her poking and prodding my belongings and generally sticking her face right up next to mine for god know's what reason, her screaming and jumping up and down on the seat AND she felt the need to get out of her seat to walk up and down the aisles no less than 20 times over the course of the flight. Even more reasons to move forward with my Youth Genocide Movement.
Homecoming was great, with the family plus Scott (sister's b-friend) waiting at home with some of my favorite foods and a belated birthday cake. It's nice to feel welcome. Kept it lowkey, and now I just been getting used to having my computer again which is strange as hell. I never would have denied how wired in I am before I left, but having been away for so long from my personal portal to the internets I feel oddly empowered to be sitting infront of these monitors again.
Not to cut this sort or anything, but my body thinks it's 4am at the moment and I don't care much to argue with it, so I think I'm gonna hit the pillow. I'm sure I'll be experiencing all sorts of culture shock in the coming days, which I'll report on. I'll be spending some time with family on Thursday, but I wanna see as many people as I can in the coming weeks, so get in touch and lemme know what you're up to. I might be planning a journey into Boston as early as this weekend, so definitely drop a line if you're in the city. My phone number is the same as it was before I left.
I love and miss you people. Let us be re-united in Peace and Harmony.
And, I guess that's that. So ends my journey.
Spent some time at Matt's place in Southampton taking in the last bits of England I could, seeing people, bowling, eating curry, and drinking ale. I've mentioned how awesomely incredible Matt has been to me over the course of my blog, but it bears repeating at least one more time. He put me up for about a total of 2 months since I've been abroad, never asking for shit in return. He's been really enthusiastic about finding me employment and has just been a generally kickass friend. My ability to stay overseas for so long has been made possible by his generosity (and that of his housemates and family). I am very indebted to him at this point but will hopefully find the opportunity to repay him eventually. So in general, I feel I had a good sending off. Then there was the trip home...
Airport security at Heathrow was predictably excessive. I had to take my shoes off twice as well as be frisked twice (along with all the other typical song and dance). Also the no liquids on the plane and a reduced size carry on, blah blah blah. Just more shit to deal with before getting on the plane, but nothing too harrowing. Basically BAA had their act together, everything just took a bit longer with the added measures. On the plane I had the pleasure of sitting next to a spastic 10 yr. old British girl that had never been in an airplane before. Did I mention she was spastic? She had no sense of other people's personal space (and fidgeted more than a meth addict), which translated into me getting elbowed 5 dozen times, her poking and prodding my belongings and generally sticking her face right up next to mine for god know's what reason, her screaming and jumping up and down on the seat AND she felt the need to get out of her seat to walk up and down the aisles no less than 20 times over the course of the flight. Even more reasons to move forward with my Youth Genocide Movement.
Homecoming was great, with the family plus Scott (sister's b-friend) waiting at home with some of my favorite foods and a belated birthday cake. It's nice to feel welcome. Kept it lowkey, and now I just been getting used to having my computer again which is strange as hell. I never would have denied how wired in I am before I left, but having been away for so long from my personal portal to the internets I feel oddly empowered to be sitting infront of these monitors again.
Not to cut this sort or anything, but my body thinks it's 4am at the moment and I don't care much to argue with it, so I think I'm gonna hit the pillow. I'm sure I'll be experiencing all sorts of culture shock in the coming days, which I'll report on. I'll be spending some time with family on Thursday, but I wanna see as many people as I can in the coming weeks, so get in touch and lemme know what you're up to. I might be planning a journey into Boston as early as this weekend, so definitely drop a line if you're in the city. My phone number is the same as it was before I left.
I love and miss you people. Let us be re-united in Peace and Harmony.
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